Hey guys ,It's Ajay here and i'm so sorry for not writing more often.So lemme start;
Just like the title suggests ,i found what i am truly passionate about ,the map that leads to the treasure cave and more than anything showed me my purpose here on Earth.As a deist i always felt like my life was worthless ,like it had no purpose other than just living for the sake of it.I constantly asked myself what i was doing here ,do i have a role to play in the drama that is life itself?!? Many a times i used to feel so depressed and far out of bounds of any help.I USED TO FEEL MISPLACED .If it wasn't for my lovely friends and most importantly my caring family i would've fell deeper and deeper into that abyss .I searched and searched and searched .I tried out so many different things but none of em clicked with me and i stayed THE SAME .
BUT ,I DIDN'T LOSE HOPE .I kept pushing myself even when i felt like a total waste of precious resources .I WASN'T READY TO GIVE UP YET .
Even when i was a child i wanted to help people around me however way possible .It's one of the ways how i kept telling myself that i'm not a complete disaster .The joy or happiness or whatever that is which you get when you help someone in need ,something that i still cannot describe is to be honest the most beautiful feeling in the world .To put it a way ,i found the gods described in the scriptures on the faces of people around me ,in myself too .I realized that during my high school when i went to an old age home near my house .There i discovered many many people full of stories which are both exciting and always with a lesson hidden in them .Everyone there had a lives worth of experiences that i loved to listen to .Their stories and jokes helped me stay afloat during difficult times .I realized one thing ,Life was like this for most people .Most of the successful people out there ,rich either in heart or hand led a path of self discovery .I learned everyone fell and that too sometimes plummeting so deep into the abyss that everything seemed dark .The surprising thing that many of these people told me ,something that i just could not believe as a teen age boy was ;They told me its often when you're alone in that abyss you truly discover yourself .
Finally ,I can say with confidence that i have discovered my purpose in life .
Coming to the present day ,i combined all the things i loved to do ;Coding(maybe not that much xD) ,love for data and the constant hunger to help others into a single thing .DATA SCIENCE .
I discovered how machine learning and ds can help millions of people out there whether it's in the field of medicine or basically anything and everything you can possibly think of .Since my sister was practicing medicine i was always amazed by how priceless their jobs were ,seconding only to the profession of teaching .It's a divine thing ,curing people even when they've lost all hope on themselves .
So that was my journey of self discovery ,Now i have a vision ,a goal to help as many people as i can with my knowledge .For that i'm teaching myself new and new things everyday .Finally i can say
"I HAVE A DREAM" just like one of the most beautiful minded man that ever lived did
.
I hope i did not bore the hell outta you .Stay tuned for more posts since i'm back on track .
Just like the title suggests ,i found what i am truly passionate about ,the map that leads to the treasure cave and more than anything showed me my purpose here on Earth.As a deist i always felt like my life was worthless ,like it had no purpose other than just living for the sake of it.I constantly asked myself what i was doing here ,do i have a role to play in the drama that is life itself?!? Many a times i used to feel so depressed and far out of bounds of any help.I USED TO FEEL MISPLACED .If it wasn't for my lovely friends and most importantly my caring family i would've fell deeper and deeper into that abyss .I searched and searched and searched .I tried out so many different things but none of em clicked with me and i stayed THE SAME .BUT ,I DIDN'T LOSE HOPE .I kept pushing myself even when i felt like a total waste of precious resources .I WASN'T READY TO GIVE UP YET .
Even when i was a child i wanted to help people around me however way possible .It's one of the ways how i kept telling myself that i'm not a complete disaster .The joy or happiness or whatever that is which you get when you help someone in need ,something that i still cannot describe is to be honest the most beautiful feeling in the world .To put it a way ,i found the gods described in the scriptures on the faces of people around me ,in myself too .I realized that during my high school when i went to an old age home near my house .There i discovered many many people full of stories which are both exciting and always with a lesson hidden in them .Everyone there had a lives worth of experiences that i loved to listen to .Their stories and jokes helped me stay afloat during difficult times .I realized one thing ,Life was like this for most people .Most of the successful people out there ,rich either in heart or hand led a path of self discovery .I learned everyone fell and that too sometimes plummeting so deep into the abyss that everything seemed dark .The surprising thing that many of these people told me ,something that i just could not believe as a teen age boy was ;They told me its often when you're alone in that abyss you truly discover yourself .
Finally ,I can say with confidence that i have discovered my purpose in life .
Coming to the present day ,i combined all the things i loved to do ;Coding(maybe not that much xD) ,love for data and the constant hunger to help others into a single thing .DATA SCIENCE .
I discovered how machine learning and ds can help millions of people out there whether it's in the field of medicine or basically anything and everything you can possibly think of .Since my sister was practicing medicine i was always amazed by how priceless their jobs were ,seconding only to the profession of teaching .It's a divine thing ,curing people even when they've lost all hope on themselves .
So that was my journey of self discovery ,Now i have a vision ,a goal to help as many people as i can with my knowledge .For that i'm teaching myself new and new things everyday .Finally i can say
"I HAVE A DREAM" just like one of the most beautiful minded man that ever lived did
.
I hope i did not bore the hell outta you .Stay tuned for more posts since i'm back on track .
Good job✌️😇
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